exams

aiyo.. exams.. still for about 10 more days.. yeah.. 17 of may.. i cant wait for you!

i think, i just failed my amath paper, screw.. its like.. i know how to do question.. for some reason just cant rmbr the formula.. dunno why.. hai.. dalwinther's good luck was not much help.. perhaps cause it was not really warm hearted.. cuz she always so cold (winter) haha.. okok..

i got paper two to salvage the situation.. GOD you GOTTA help..

there will be miracles when you believe.

I BELIVE! god you are awesome, almighty and.. unpredictable sometimes.. haha.. so .. pls PLEASANTLY surprise me.. anyway.. i know its all for my own good whatever you do.

today, 7th may 2005 MeGaLifE service was GREAT.. it was really special.. well worship was really great.. even though we din have the praise song to get hyped up about.. but, the god presence-ness was enough.. i felt really.. moved.. its been along time since i last came back to God about surrendering stuff.. and today was it... the last time was probably the eXtreme camp..
we din have a sermon as expected.. PJ felt led by God to have a time of ministry and worship.. totally impromptu..
it was like.. everyone of us is so so loved by God.. no matter how young, how old how clever or stupid.. whatever.. everyone was so crucial and important to God that.. he will send his spirit to touch and heal our hurts.. to give us warmth.. to bring us back to him...

talking to God takes no breath
walking with God takes no energy
touching God's heart takes no umm. stretch?
loving God takes no time
but i want to do it with all that i am.

okok.. well this song by avril really got me hooked.. haha.. its call freak out.

"Freak Out"

Try to tell me what I shouldn't do
You should know by now,
I won't listen to you
Walk around with my hands up in the air
Cause I don't care

Cause I'm alright, I'm fine

Just freak out, let it go
I'm gonna live my life
I can't ever run and hide
I won't compromise
Cause I'll never know
I'm gonna close my eyes
I can't watch the time go by
I won't keep it inside
Freak out, let it go
Just freak out, let it go

You don't always have to do everything right
Stand up for yourself
And put up a fight
walk around with your hands up in the air
Like you don't care

Cause I'm alright, I'm fine

Just freak out, let it go
I'm gonna live my lifeI
can't ever run and hide
I won't compromise
Cause I'll never know
I'm gonna close my eyes
I can't watch the time go by
I won't keep it inside
Freak out, let it go

On my own
Let it go
Yeah, yeah, yeah

Just let me live my life
I can't ever run and hide
I won't compromise
Cause I'll never know
I'm gonna close my eyes
I can't watch the time go by
I won't keep it inside
Freak out, let it go

Gonna freak out, let it go
Gonna freak out, let it go