rugby
wha.. on wednesday.. so irritating sia.. waste my time.. like go all the way to police acadamy.. den like rain.. -_-.. so like irritated.. waste like one WHOLE DAY.. den! make us go again today.. haha..
not that i dont like to watch.. but like today, supposed to go for CELL!!!! ): mannn.. so sad la..
but i am quite glad i went for the match.. it sorta stirred my thinking.. my memory.
last year, august in hayama, japan. it was my first ever overseas competition.. after so many missed oppurtunities.. went there, chun, stine,sherm,scott, jov, crystal.. we go there, full of expectations.. personal and from others.. high morale.. team spirit! it was gonna be good i told myself..
the thing that.. really really broke my heart was not the fact that i could have possibly beaten those to malaysians ( lost because of nerves) and gotten so much individual glory, it was the team racing.. i knew, i was not meant to sail.. but God had been so good to me and allowed me to.. however at the expense of chun.. sorry chun.. yeah.. we sailed.. wha! win the first 2 by the biggest margin possible.. 1,2,3,4.. WE WERE ON A ROLL!! but we had i long long wait till the finals.. so wait.. as we waited, hearts beat faster and faster.. i was not even sure i was going to sail.. but we did.. and.. we did NOT win.. we were broken! we knew we could have won.. it was perhaps a lousy jury ( by the way, i think the jury was biased) and like.. so sad.. i knew it was my last ever team race that day.. never again will i team race in opti.. i was so sad.. that night, i was crying.. crying.. i know you guys think i like quite ok about it.. but i guess, i had to keep the spirits up. captain wad.. what to do..
todays rugby, i felt a hint of the same kind of dissapointment.. like say.. 20% of it.. it was so sad seeing all of them.. in tears.. guys, you did really really well.. NEXT YEAR ITS OURS!!!
God will take care of us.. and our trophies.. yeah..
[ming] if there was no such thing as failure, would there be victory?
not that i dont like to watch.. but like today, supposed to go for CELL!!!! ): mannn.. so sad la..
but i am quite glad i went for the match.. it sorta stirred my thinking.. my memory.
last year, august in hayama, japan. it was my first ever overseas competition.. after so many missed oppurtunities.. went there, chun, stine,sherm,scott, jov, crystal.. we go there, full of expectations.. personal and from others.. high morale.. team spirit! it was gonna be good i told myself..
the thing that.. really really broke my heart was not the fact that i could have possibly beaten those to malaysians ( lost because of nerves) and gotten so much individual glory, it was the team racing.. i knew, i was not meant to sail.. but God had been so good to me and allowed me to.. however at the expense of chun.. sorry chun.. yeah.. we sailed.. wha! win the first 2 by the biggest margin possible.. 1,2,3,4.. WE WERE ON A ROLL!! but we had i long long wait till the finals.. so wait.. as we waited, hearts beat faster and faster.. i was not even sure i was going to sail.. but we did.. and.. we did NOT win.. we were broken! we knew we could have won.. it was perhaps a lousy jury ( by the way, i think the jury was biased) and like.. so sad.. i knew it was my last ever team race that day.. never again will i team race in opti.. i was so sad.. that night, i was crying.. crying.. i know you guys think i like quite ok about it.. but i guess, i had to keep the spirits up. captain wad.. what to do..
todays rugby, i felt a hint of the same kind of dissapointment.. like say.. 20% of it.. it was so sad seeing all of them.. in tears.. guys, you did really really well.. NEXT YEAR ITS OURS!!!
God will take care of us.. and our trophies.. yeah..
[ming] if there was no such thing as failure, would there be victory?
posted by lala at 5:45 AM
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