Synergiz

FINALLY... haha.. ok.. let just get down to it...

Synergiz.. hey hey! jump around! how awesome is our God huh.. man.. i tell you all! picture this..

this is what i see everytime i close my eyes now..

there are people everywhere. the smell of prespiration is like killing me. but i dont care. i stay in the crowd. we look up. flashing lights.. blue, green, yellow and purple.. flashing around.. the green light shines on me and then quickly passes away. leaving me a little blinded. suddenly, i hear screams of some insane ppl(by the way.. thats a good thing!) more shouting... more lights.. the sounds of instruments playing.. crashes crashing, guitars... diaoowaowao-ing, bass digedi digedi dommm.... piano/synti (cant hear...) but the dude is hitting the keys... more screams as we welcome the guest of honour.. we all feel his presence descend.. then, as my eyes were closed and i was exalting the king, i felt the ground shaking.. bom...... bom..... bom.. i open my eyes, hands are raised.. ppl are jumping.. rhythmically.. i could hear clapping... and cheering.. the hands, pointing to the skies.. hear a shout of praise... everyones excited, everyone is in ecstacy... all with a common motive.. to worship our God..

i believe, there was a true real desire to touch God's heart.. i'm not just saying it.. its true.. although there were those that you know.. less enthusiastic..but.. there was still that same mission.. so touch God.. and let him touch us.

personally, this conference was about surrendering.. in the past, i had tried to surrender.. i thought i succeeded but.. not so... so once again.. i wanna surrender my life to GOD.. to the mister God.. and i juz wanna let him be IN CONTROL of me.. its true.. thats my hearts desire... to know him more personally..

before the conference, i had realised that i loved God.. i really did, with all my heart i Did.. sort of.. but i did love him. and i would worship him, i would do my quiet time occasionallly. but about 3 times a week? average. so ok. i was telling everyone when i could.. oh god loves you.. God loves you God loves you.. oh i love God i love God i love Jesus.. its all true dont you think? but i realised, that although i loved him, i did not know him.. ( thats the reson for the msn nick " you love me but you dont know who i am") i prayed for the class cell, i prayed for revival.. but, i did not know what he wanted me to do.. and at this, i was like.. oh mah gosh. what am i doing? i was running for God.. but i did not know which way he wanted me to run.. so ok.. slow things down a little.. dont wanna go too far in the wrong direction. so.. ok.. seek his face, seek his will whatever. i keep asking him to speak to me speak to me.. but, nothing.. thats when i started feeling dry. i thirsted for God.. i did. but nothing..

so then came along james singh.. annointed i tell you.. he is a true "FIREman".. ahaha. no offence of course. he said.. Gods word IS God's word for us.. sounds obvious but, my eyes brightened... how could i have been so blind.. all this while.. God had been speaking through me.. all i had to do was to try and find it! so nice to find somemore got that "easy flip" thing to help find the books.. haha.. so ok.. i will read his word like i have never before.. everyday.. i will read and read.. ho ho.. he has so much to say to me.. haha.. shoik man..

i realised one thing.. quiet time is not just done when you are quiet.. you know what i mean? i mean like.. we should be like seeking Gods will all the time! like even in free period.. class is havoc.. seek him.. seek him in the train, when you are like just hanging out.. seek him! and Gods annointing will be on you.. i mean.. i dont know about you but i want Gods annointing on my life.

one thing i discoverd about worship.. haha.. its sounds lame yet make sense so pay attention.. when we worship.. God smiles upon us right? he is like.. "yes yes.. this is good!" haha.. den what should we do in reply? be polite and smile back! i mean.. dun everytime worship oso frown frown.. den eyebrows like cringed up.. smile and exalt him! yeah..

thats it.

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