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hellox :)

so long nv post.. haha.. no time.. been like trng mah fitness like crazy recently.. every night when can, go run fer about an hour den every other day go do gym work fer lower body.. cuz i cant do upper body.. YET!! 1 more week... and i can do all things liao.. i can sail, play soccer.. wtvr la! wahaha... wait fer me!

okies.. so like besides mah physical strengthening.. youth EE has started. oh yeah.. its really cool..ok..check this out.. when u go door to door evangelism, its better that the female pple stand in the foreground cuz its like less threathning.. cool huh.. i mean like.. even like that oso muz take note.. wha.. but i tell u.. the home work terror sia.. muz like read so much of the text book.. and its kinda like deep.. haha.. but kinda intresting.. the part which i can understand la.. haha.. like all the history and den explain what the bible says all this.. its really cool.. fer those who have not attended..... MUZ GO!!! vision 500.. remember that.. haha..

and tmr.. i am going fer EE in morning.. den i going m'sia fer HOLIDAY.. haha.. fer a week.. hope its relaxing.. not really sure where i am going tho.. haha.. guess it'll be quite cool... onli that i have to miss two whole days of EE.. sad.. *sobs*.. nvm la.. hope i get to make up fer th OJT.. thats the coolest part.. it means On the Job Training.. haha.. means we go on the streets to evangelise to complete strangers!! scary? yes.. but still totally kewl.. haha.. okies.. thats all fer today.. i will be back on tues.. await mah return...

PeAcE OuT...

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hellox :)

so long nv post.. haha.. no time.. been like trng mah fitness like crazy recently.. every night when can, go run fer about an hour den every other day go do gym work fer lower body.. cuz i cant do upper body.. YET!! 1 more week... and i can do all things liao.. i can sail, play soccer.. wtvr la! wahaha... wait fer me!

okies.. so like besides mah physical strengthening.. youth EE has started. oh yeah.. its really cool..ok..check this out.. when u go door to door evangelism, its better that the female pple stand in the foreground cuz its like less threathning.. cool huh.. i mean like.. even like that oso muz take note.. wha.. but i tell u.. the home work terror sia.. muz like read so much of tome illnesses visit for a while then leave. Some stupid self-destructive illnesses kill us and then die themselves. How beautiful that illnesses live to commit suicide. That's the story of life and should be the lullaby we sing to our children.

The music in here is so loud that it is making me more ill. Still, I'd rather be listening to music than just being ill in quiet. I managed some food earlier. And now here I am. Existing. Passing time. Waiting for the illness to go. Wasting away. Months have gone by so quickly and years slightly slower, but still passing like grey stormclouds overhead. "Is it five years since...?". Yes. "Has it been 10 years since..."? Yes.

I live in a room with no view. Sometimes I hurt myself for fun or to confirm I'm still alive. Other times because I just want to see a bruise on my arm and feel some pain. I am drawn to extreme's. I have withdrawn from life. Still existing, but I live *aside* from society. I still walk among the crowd, but "I" is not part of "us"

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saturday:
hmmm... what happened.. okies.. i think the main thing was megalfe and cell.. haha..

In the morning, i was like not feelin really well.. my nose was clogged, my throat was hurtin.. and i was juz feelin so tired.. so decided to stay home.. But of course, i went to church.. what can make me miss church.. haha.. OH YA.. i took mah grandfathers advice.. and drank some cold remedy thing.. wha.. really quite good sia.. haha.. (the advert exaggerate it alot though).. haha.. so went fer megalife.. haha.. this sat, i decided to free out my heart to God during worship.. to let him like work in me more.. and also that i would be able to feel him taking my burdens.. and i did.. it was like a a weight of my shoulders.. yeah.. God rox..

sermon was about sacrifice.. i guess its something like commitment la.. haha.. yeah...

cell after that.. haha... we went to AH B's house.. wahaha.. ah b.. okies.. anw.. haha.. we ordered 6 pizzaz.. all not bad la.. but the one in japan still da best..(cuz free mah..) hah.. and we watched some cartoon movie.. haha.. quite touching.. spirited away izzit? haha.. onli noe got a girl called sin inside la.. haha.. den like.. eat chips.. pizza... wha.. the couch damn comfortable sia.. haha.. like wanna slp cannot slp but try to slp liddat lor.. after the show, we played indian poker.. haha.. its not really poker.. but i guess thats why its called indian.. nah.. i am kiddin.. haha.. i think its cuz u gotta stick the card on ur forehead.. haah.. quite farny.. haha.. den charles at first always kena den .. stop at four.. haha.. den aaron.. wha.. he on a roll sia.. haha.. den keana the forfiet.. drink a mixture of ... anlene soya milk, oyster sauce, ruffles, black sauce, chilli, ribena, etc .. haha.. fergot liao.. wha.. he drink unti like wanna die liddat.. haha.. i tasted it.. wha... its like.. make u high one la..haha.. den jaze.. he drink sip by sip like damn song lidat .. typical jaze. haha..den we walk to the mrt.. and den run.. haha.. den a " smart smart" go run thru the field.. haha.. den whole shoe kena water.. and mud.. den in the end, we still miss da last train.. so diaooo.. take cab home.. found out where aaron stay.. haha.. quite near lehx.. about 10 min walk onli.. haha..

dat was mah day.. haha.. yeah..

so long nv update

hello..

wha quite long nv post liao. haha.. so much stuff to write haha... man4 man4 kan4 ba3! :)

friday:

we had our area bbq! haha.. so sad wen long could not come.. haha...
At first ar... it was like raining.. me and ian(ian was at mah house) we were like kinda anxious dat the rain wont stop and den cant carry out the bbq properly..so i kinda like whispered a prayer den continue doing my stuff.. so den we reached there like about 330 or so quite late.. den things started really slowly den we play dognbone.. haha.. it was kinda stoopid till domanic( sorry dunno how to spell) became de bone.. lolx.. damn funny sia.. den the last one even more funny.. haha.. dale theodore also kena become bone.. haha.. dale.. kena dragged on the grass... den he laugh like siao la.. as always.. den jaze and some others tried to burn the frog (or toad) i dunno.. haha..saddist la. haha..

wha den later even worse sia.. muz eat chips.. thats not a bad thing la but den they see who can eat the faster la.. so two groups.. den slowly eat lor.. salt and vinegar the nicest :) eat already den the reward was that winner can drink water first ... diaooo... so den, it was raining it was like nv gonna stop la..

den play soccer. haha.. merrill pro sia.. haha... great team work with him.. haha... quite fun la.. quite relaxing actually.. cuz it not like when playing with the pro ppl like cho.. haha.. so yeah it was realy fun la.. (ian .. dun solo so much la next time.. haha)

den also got of course the bbq la.. haha.. wha.. down dere slowly bbq-ing the chicken wings.. haha.. (when its chao da, its cooked.. nvm one la.. later wanna eat it juz PEEL of da burnt skin.. den can eat liao lor!! haha) that was the theory we used fer the night.. haha.. oh yeah.. den got this SAC girl lolx.. come to fan the fire.. end up fanning her self and me.. haha.. damn funny.. juz say " Wha damn hot lehx! " den she will help u fan .. haha.. OH YA!! den also.. haha.. charles, ian and me we dunked joachim.. in da sea.. lolx.. charles linda like tripped and oso fell in la.. haha.. actually ar.. jochim end up dunking himself la..haha...

den oso.. i started doing some target practice.. haha... use the dustbin.. lift up the lid.. den when u hit it, it will close.. haha.. cool huh.. i finished the thing with 50% hit (6 trys) haha.. not bad hor.. haha...

den later, play soccer again den great team work with merrill again.. den realised dat mah PHONE AND WALLET WERE STOLEN!! knnbccb... haiz.. budden ar the guy or gal.. he unlucky la.. my phone like wanna spoil never spoil gonna spoil liddat.. haha... button not working and all.. haha... LOSER!!! but if u read this.. can u pls pls pls.. return me my stuff... cuz i really need it la. really inconvienient for me to go make all the card again.. especially atm card la.. pls la.. God bless ya...

so long nv update

so long nv update

update

hi all,
finally got time to update.. haha.. this past week has been like wha.. lots of stuff to do la.. haha.. especially got class cell starting tmr.. haha... so many good things happening.. so many not so good things.. dun wanna elaborate on why i said that la..

yesterday service was pretty cool.. totally diff from what we usually have la.. we had service with the adults.. haha.. den later gotta watch mah dad and the other elders like sing on stage.. haha... quite nice la i muz say. haha.. den had a cell outing to the beach.. where we played captains ball and stuff.. ahah.. cool la.. haha.. lucky never kena the sugar thing.. haha...

i wanna play soccer!!! why do u have to keep objecting.. its not like i will fall.. why cant u juz like trust me with this.. haiz... i wanna reason with u but u always win.. so whats the point of reasoning.. i think u more scared than me leh.. haiz

all day!

bass intro..........

i dun care what they say about me,
its alright, its alright.
i dun care what they think about me,
its alright,
they'll get it one day!

cuz i love you,
and i'll follow you.
you are mah,
mah life..
and i will read mah bible and pray,
and i will follow you All DAY!

i dun care what it cost anymore,
cuz u gave it all and
i am following you.
i dun care what it takes anymore,
no matter what happens,
i am going your way.

cuz i love you,
and i'll follow you.
you are mah,
mah life..
and i will read mah bible and pray,
and i will follow you All DAY!

ALL DAY!
ALL DAY, NOW!
ALL DAY!
(i will follow you)

anyone, around can see,
just how GOOD you've been to me.
all mah friends,
who dunno you, i pray that u
WILL SAVE THEM TOO!