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2005-07-22T06:58:00.000-07:00

new blog!

http://4umuhdadnking.blogspot.com

2005-05-29T12:12:00.000-07:00

actually, i dunno what to post.. camp is coming soon!! hope you guys are as excited as i am.. (8 its gonna be really awesome.. then again.. thats what they say every year.. and every year just seem to be great.. so i guess. its gonna be great. haha.. ok. umm..

last night, i watched this show called "the beach" and leonardo di ____ (fill in the blanks) said something rather... umm.. true. haha.. quote "when you are infatuated with someone, you find reasons to love him/her and even if the reasons are not great, still you find yourself more and more in love" i never thought of it that way...

anyway.. chi o's are like in.. LESS THAN 24 hours.. *heart jumps*

to God:
i long to worship you in a way that you will truly love ;
with a pure heart, a broken spirit, a deep desire to know you more.
all i want is to minister unto YOUR beautiful heart, to hear you say the words i long to hear.
i will shout unto You, make your praises loud.
The enemy has been Defeated!
no longer am i in the bondage of sin.
no longer am i that of the world.
No longer am i with guilt for LOVE WAS CRUCIFIED.
love paid the price for the moment such as this.
the moment of freedom.
I WILL PRAISE YOU for all that its worth.
nothing can hold me down..
with you by my side, is there anything to difficult?
is there any part of my evil nature that can overcome Your nature in me?
when i look into the mirror, i wanna see a greater resemblence to you with each passing day.
for your spirit is birthing within me a GOD song, that says, "holy is the LORD."
and i want to be holy. i want to be like you..
i dont want to be you. i just want to have a portion of your love for people.
a portion of your charm that has won over my heart.
a portion of your holiness.
a portion of your grace.
the WHOLE of your cross. i want to take up the cross.
i want to do all that it takes to bring one more in for you.
i want to be so PASSIONATE about your commission.
right now i can feel the fire of passion in me.
fan this flame oh LORD.
do not let it extinguish.

all for love.united live.look to you.

All for love a Father gave
For only love could make a way
All for love heavens cried
For love was crucfied

Oh how many times have I broken Your heart
But still You forgive
If only I ask
And how many times have You heard me pray
Drawn near to me

Everything I need is You
My beginning, my forever
Everything I need is You

Let me sing all for love
I will join the angel song
Ever holy is the Lord
King of Glory
King of all

All for a love a Saviour prayed
Abba Father have Your way
Though they know not what they do
Let the Cross draw man to You

[-ming-]eXtreme

2005-05-25T23:20:00.000-07:00

ok. well i was actually gonna post about my failure and stuff but. mind changed. simply cuz its all in God's hands. i believe, victory will come.

i got 25 points. its horrendous. i was actually targeting like 10. but nvm. i think this is a great leson for me.

to those who did badly, fret not. it seems that everything does not work out but, you just gotta place your trust in God and keep working hard.

i just hope that all who read this will keep me in prayer cuz the study camp that i have to go for clashes with the steps camp. sad. God pls grant me this desire.

pray for me k?

i am really like distracted and all by this and chi exams coming.. haha.

2005-05-19T23:35:00.000-07:00

well.. i am back to trng.. its been sorta tiring. yeah. so quite tired. sailing byte quite jia lat sia.. sometimes i really miss opti. like. so much "slacker" in a sense. yeah.. sorta miss like the opti squad and all but oh wells..

anyway.. so sorry caroline.. cant go for your party (that reminds me i need to tell stine) yeah.. got some stuff on.. busy busy.. ah wells. gotta get my priorities right..

ok.. umm today, there was the alpha dedication service.. for me i felt, there is a GENERAL wanting for God to move in the alpha and stuff.. i mean.. its sorta NORMAL to want that right? but i feel what was lacking was the DESPARATION. even for myself. i was not as desperate as i would like to be. wells. i invited wen long and bryan.. both for different but similar reasons. bryan : i feel that you have so much "potential" to get into a even DEEPER relationship with Christ. so i asked you to come for this to assist you in this..
wen long: hai you are.. backslide sorta.. haha.. so just hoping that you will reconcile your relationship with jesus the one and only.. will be praying hard for the both of you..

alpha starts tmr. i urge everyone to come EXPECTING God to do something wonderful in your life.. come with the "GOD I WANT MORE OF YOU" attitude.. tmr, there will be power..

you know, there was something that really struck me just now in the prayer meeting.. but i just CANT remember.. hai.. * thinks* haiseh.. cant remember.. nvm. if its really important enough, i will remember.. stm la me.. hees..

ok thats it.

[-ming-]eXtreme

2005-05-16T14:15:00.000-07:00

firstly, i would like to say a HUGE happy birthday to our dearest shaun.. thanks for making a difference in my life.. i pray that as you turn a year older, God will be with you and always be by your side.. i pray that God's blessings and stuff be upon you.. now and forever.. amen..

ok.. somehow that sounded really "benediction-ary".. nvm.. Go shaun!

wells, service was GREAT.. everyweek its like.. a refreshing touch of God's hand.. i like what PJ say.. " don't be satisfied with yesterday's glory" basically means that.. even if we Got touched by God just yesterday, we should ask for a NEW and FRESH touch.. everyday being filled by him is like.. being becoming a new christian all together.. its like sometimes.. feel so reborn.. feel so.. baby.. cuz i realise.. how small i am and how BIG God is.. so thankful to know that i am being protected 24/7.. this is not weakness.. this is sagacity.. dont be afraid to lean on God, he wont let you fall..

anyway.. on fri, went with eli, her bros, aza, abelle and aaron to pasir ris park.. reached there like 1030.. at night.. aaron lor.. so slow.. nvm.. haha.. it was fun (: and i was a bisexual for a few mins.. haha.. aaron runs faster than me.. thats what i found out.. haha..

anyway.. exams are nearly over; geog paper one left.. haha.. slack.. hope i do well.. thank God its over.. but still left chi o's.. to all those taking it, lets study together! haha.. okies..

[-ming-]eXtreme
love makes the world go round.

2005-05-09T17:49:00.000-07:00

heyy.. this one is from manyi's friendster blog.btw, never knew you were a christian. wells now i know right?.. hees.. keep growing in God yeah? if you happen to see this, hope you dont mind.. anyway.. think its really nice.. so yea..

It's amazing and incredible,

but it's as true as it can be-

God loves and understands us all,

and that means you and me.

His grace is all-sufficient

for both the young and old,

For the lonely and the timid

,for the brash and for the bold.

His love knows no exceptions,

so never feel excluded-

No matter who or what you are,

your name has been included.

And no matter what your past has been,

trust God to understand.

And no matter what your problem is,

just place it in His hand.

For in all of our unloveliness

this great God loves us still-

He loved us since the world began,

and, what's more, He always will!

~Helen Steiner Rice~

Therefore, since we are justified by faith,we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ.Through him we have obtained access to this gracein which we stand, and we rejoice in our hope ofsharing the glory of God.(Romans 5: 1-2)

exams

2005-05-07T11:20:00.000-07:00

aiyo.. exams.. still for about 10 more days.. yeah.. 17 of may.. i cant wait for you!

i think, i just failed my amath paper, screw.. its like.. i know how to do question.. for some reason just cant rmbr the formula.. dunno why.. hai.. dalwinther's good luck was not much help.. perhaps cause it was not really warm hearted.. cuz she always so cold (winter) haha.. okok..

i got paper two to salvage the situation.. GOD you GOTTA help..

there will be miracles when you believe.

I BELIVE! god you are awesome, almighty and.. unpredictable sometimes.. haha.. so .. pls PLEASANTLY surprise me.. anyway.. i know its all for my own good whatever you do.

today, 7th may 2005 MeGaLifE service was GREAT.. it was really special.. well worship was really great.. even though we din have the praise song to get hyped up about.. but, the god presence-ness was enough.. i felt really.. moved.. its been along time since i last came back to God about surrendering stuff.. and today was it... the last time was probably the eXtreme camp..
we din have a sermon as expected.. PJ felt led by God to have a time of ministry and worship.. totally impromptu..
it was like.. everyone of us is so so loved by God.. no matter how young, how old how clever or stupid.. whatever.. everyone was so crucial and important to God that.. he will send his spirit to touch and heal our hurts.. to give us warmth.. to bring us back to him...

talking to God takes no breath
walking with God takes no energy
touching God's heart takes no umm. stretch?
loving God takes no time
but i want to do it with all that i am.

okok.. well this song by avril really got me hooked.. haha.. its call freak out.

"Freak Out"

Try to tell me what I shouldn't do
You should know by now,
I won't listen to you
Walk around with my hands up in the air
Cause I don't care

Cause I'm alright, I'm fine

Just freak out, let it go
I'm gonna live my life
I can't ever run and hide
I won't compromise
Cause I'll never know
I'm gonna close my eyes
I can't watch the time go by
I won't keep it inside
Freak out, let it go
Just freak out, let it go

You don't always have to do everything right
Stand up for yourself
And put up a fight
walk around with your hands up in the air
Like you don't care

Cause I'm alright, I'm fine

Just freak out, let it go
I'm gonna live my lifeI
can't ever run and hide
I won't compromise
Cause I'll never know
I'm gonna close my eyes
I can't watch the time go by
I won't keep it inside
Freak out, let it go

On my own
Let it go
Yeah, yeah, yeah

Just let me live my life
I can't ever run and hide
I won't compromise
Cause I'll never know
I'm gonna close my eyes
I can't watch the time go by
I won't keep it inside
Freak out, let it go

Gonna freak out, let it go
Gonna freak out, let it go

post finally..

2005-04-29T20:43:00.000-07:00

heyy!

its been some time since my last post i know.. just that i have been so like.. busy.. studying.. and at times, trying to study.. really donwan to fail anything this time.. otherwise i cant go for camp thanks to the bleeding study camp.. seriously hope i dont have to go..

well, today friday, 29/4/05, exams officially start.. its gonna be like 2 and a half weeks till me next breather which is 17/5.. so long right? i oso have no idea why its so long.. last year like.. onne week already finsh.. i think its because of the practicals la..

anyway.. today was this the physics practical.. i came i saw i conquered.. hehe.. but i was really fortunate. haha.. we had to do 2 experiments.. each experiment, we were given 45 min before the swithch over.. the first question was like some reflection stuff.. that one take so long leh.. but xing4 hao3 i managed to get all my readings.. den, second one.. so easy.. the one with the nichrome wire and the jockey thingy.. finished it in 15 min.. so with the rest of the time, i finished the graph for the first one.. so *whew* lor. haha.. hope i can do well for it.. physics must get A1..

i think with God's help and DEVEN'S voice continually ringing in my this the head.. about this ohm's lah (law) the the woltemeter(voltmeter) and kansidaring(considering) some kind of this the marker is the one object will be no problem.. haha.. just hope i wont be thinking of.. "are you sleepingg are you sleepingg.." otherwise sure sent out for some kind of loud lauffter..

anyways.. its gonna be like crap for the next few weeks.. but i gotta keep on keepin on..

dear God,
need your help
i know you wont let me down
i know your love keeps me strong
i know your words are my sword
which will conquer anything..

father i will keep on spending time with you
nothing is gonna take us apart..
nothing in this world.

heyy

2005-04-19T18:52:00.000-07:00

hey all!

Sat : CHURCH DAY!!! haha. its like, every week i am only looking forward to one day.. guess you prob know which one.. and this sat was no exception.. we had our weekly leaders meeting.. this week was like not so hot.. which is definitely good.. haha. and we had a really great time of prayer and stuff.. just realised that there are so many many things coming up this year.. alpha, camp and missions.. wow.. lots to ask GOD for.. so we better not stop asking for his favour ya?

den service.. it was great! and like God was moving in such a powerful way i felt.. but, although i really felt his presence and stuff, i din really get a touch by him.. or at least i dont think i got a touch from him..you know what i mean? yeah..i really dunno why.. perhaps it my own sin.. or maybe i aint doing what i should be.. i dunno. perhaps God DECIDED not to.. who am i to challenge him.

jesus dont pass me by
i need a touch from you right here right now
lord hear my cry, dont pass me by.
every time its something new..

never will i get enough of you.

==*+*==*+*==*+*==+*==*+*==

mon : same old day at school.. except that there was REW follow up.. which i attended with some others.. mr alis.. haha.. he really wha.. cause me to think about my faith.. he cause me to think about the interllectual side of it.. no doubt, some of it is just so.. Not proven and cant be proven.. but, are other faiths provable? haha.. i guess not.. thats why its called FATIH..

i guess i aint really i phillosophical person.. and some things that he said really wha.. CHIMonology... cannot understand somethings.. but after awhile can la.. call me slow or whatever la..

later, choo, chor, hec, gar and me.. we were like waiting for the rest of the school to end.. so we were just talking.. really admire gareth's.. not paiseh-ness.. yeah.. and it does work.. oh well i wanna try to be like that.. anw.. weng kin said one thing that really encouraged me.. he said.. "wha.. i dont like the way he just waits for questions.. 5 min here and there.. waste so much time.. i just want him to feed me MORE and MORE!" *hand gestures and all* haha.. mann.. i really love to see how new believers are just so hungry... keep the hunger going choo! haha..

today, chinese orals.. sian.. teacher say my reading.. mediocre.. my answering questions thing was badly organised.. haha.. i guess i need to practice that.. haha.. its so soon! i better seriously pass sia.. otherwise so waste time.. haha.. oh wells gtg..

[-ming-] jesus, please dont pass me by..

cell multiplication

2005-04-17T00:53:00.000-07:00

Cell Mutiplication

painful yet, necessary.. without it, would there still be growth? without it, would there still be life?

it aint easy parting ways from friends who have became your life.. its never easy saying goodbye to people close to our heart. but what do we have to do? we have to step out of our "comfort zone" though we may not be physically close to our dearest friends, surely, we will still be one in spirit. this is what it means to step out of the "zone", to take the step of faith.. to walk in JESUS and trust him.. personally, i dunno how i am going to adapt ONCE AGAIN to a change.. i have gone through soooo many changes in cell. but this time, its like different. because, it was with this centralone, that i have grown so much in God.. that i have spent real time with.. that i have made decisions to be with them.. sacrificing time, training = sacrificing sailing life.. it aint easy like just leaving it.. but i guess.. if its God's will.. WHO AM I to question it..

i am the flower quickly fading,
here today and gone tomorrow,
the wave tossed in the ocean,
the vapour in the wind..

yet, i mean so much to God that he may excercise his will in my life.. i should be grateful that he has given me assurance that, he does this all to give me life to the fullest.

doing his will aint always easy.. but, i CHOOSE to.. i choose to do that which may please him.. i choose to give my life for him..

so guys and gals, this aint easy.. but, let take joy in doing this! it marks a new beginning; the beginning of another REVIVAL!

[-ming-] choose life, choose Jesus

testing testing

2005-04-16T23:32:00.000-07:00

testing

rugby

2005-04-14T05:45:00.000-07:00

wha.. on wednesday.. so irritating sia.. waste my time.. like go all the way to police acadamy.. den like rain.. -_-.. so like irritated.. waste like one WHOLE DAY.. den! make us go again today.. haha..

not that i dont like to watch.. but like today, supposed to go for CELL!!!! ): mannn.. so sad la..

but i am quite glad i went for the match.. it sorta stirred my thinking.. my memory.

last year, august in hayama, japan. it was my first ever overseas competition.. after so many missed oppurtunities.. went there, chun, stine,sherm,scott, jov, crystal.. we go there, full of expectations.. personal and from others.. high morale.. team spirit! it was gonna be good i told myself..

the thing that.. really really broke my heart was not the fact that i could have possibly beaten those to malaysians ( lost because of nerves) and gotten so much individual glory, it was the team racing.. i knew, i was not meant to sail.. but God had been so good to me and allowed me to.. however at the expense of chun.. sorry chun.. yeah.. we sailed.. wha! win the first 2 by the biggest margin possible.. 1,2,3,4.. WE WERE ON A ROLL!! but we had i long long wait till the finals.. so wait.. as we waited, hearts beat faster and faster.. i was not even sure i was going to sail.. but we did.. and.. we did NOT win.. we were broken! we knew we could have won.. it was perhaps a lousy jury ( by the way, i think the jury was biased) and like.. so sad.. i knew it was my last ever team race that day.. never again will i team race in opti.. i was so sad.. that night, i was crying.. crying.. i know you guys think i like quite ok about it.. but i guess, i had to keep the spirits up. captain wad.. what to do..

todays rugby, i felt a hint of the same kind of dissapointment.. like say.. 20% of it.. it was so sad seeing all of them.. in tears.. guys, you did really really well.. NEXT YEAR ITS OURS!!!

God will take care of us.. and our trophies.. yeah..

[ming] if there was no such thing as failure, would there be victory?

days of my life.....

2005-04-11T10:53:00.000-07:00

heyy!

ok.. big thing.. i accepted the post as camp commandant... wh3eeee! i feel with each passing day, increasing joy in my decision.. but however, at this point, there is still abit of me which tells me.. "nah.. you aint good enough" i dunno.. i have always been like that.. lacking confidence.. i wish i had the same confidence as some others had.. anyways.. thanks shaun, shawn, abby, ray, ben lee, aaron and maybe some others.. who have been used by God to reassure me.. i really thank you guys.. steps, here i come! GOD, needin you more than ever..

today, did my 2.4! haha.. i think i did like 10.28.. just nice A.. whee! so long never get a.. finally.. haha.. but the whole of the rest of the day, so tired.. including now.. but i still got a english compo to do.. i dunno why i am still here writing..

to someone (you know who you are...) :

heyy.. i know you really are going through lots of problems.. i honestly say, i cant truely understand what you are going through.. i have never experienced what you have.. and i know i keep telling you to forgive.. forgive.. i am sorry.. but thats the only thing i can tell you.. i got no experience.. never seen anything like this on TV (jkjk) so like really dunno how to counsel you.. if you would let me, i will help you get counselling.. its no trouble.. just give me the "OK" and i will go K? i say i will always be here for you.. but.. i know i cant.. i dont even know you well.. but i know someone who is always at your heart.. knocking.. asking you to let him come in and soothe your hurts.. his name is Jesus! he will ALWAYS be there for you.. i mean always..

there is nothing to severe for him.
nothing he cant resolve.
all you gotta do is trust him
and problems will simply... dissolve.

take care sis.

days of my life.....

2005-04-11T07:29:00.000-07:00

who am i - casting crowns

2005-04-10T12:50:00.000-07:00

this song, its great.. and i am like so reassured of my identity in christ through this song. and i hope that all of ya'll will be touched by it.. dunno how to load song onto my blog.. someone teach me pls? ty..
Who Am I
by Casting Crowns

Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the Bright and Morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart

Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are

I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
Vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours

Who am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love and watch me rise again
Who am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me

Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are

I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
Vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours
I am Yours

Whom shall I fear
Whom shall I fear
'Cause I am Yours
I am Yours

life...

2005-04-09T23:59:00.000-07:00

life is good..

hi hi! a little time since my last post.. but nvm..

study cell on thurs! haha.. it was quite eventful.. like we all were there trying to do our work.. some trying harder than others.. hmm.. but nvm! yeah.. den shaun, andrea and myself were writing a song for CAMP! ( i just learnt today that it was call StEpS camp) yeah.. so excited for camp... so yeah.. but now, i cant remember the melody already.. but it was not that bad a song...

but! that was not the biggest thing.. the biggest thing was that..... jeanette asked me whether i would like to be the camp commandant... aiyo! thats like so hard a decision for me.. i mean.. i am not really comfortable with like talking infront of people as in like you know.. public speaking kind of thing.. it just aint mah thang.. younoewadamsayin? yea.. however.. the main factor is the time.. shi jian.. i noe its like i just gotta go for a few mettings here and there.. but its still like extra time lor.. and as it is, i really dont have much time.. so its like i was really like doubtful about it.. and i really dunno if i should.. and now, saturday going on to sunday, no decision.. but as the time goes by.. i realise what a real priveledge it is. like serving God as like the voice of the camp committe ( thats what jeanette called it) its really quite a priveledge..

also, GOD has really been speaking to me about stepping out of comfort zone.. perhaps this is the chance he is giving me! i dunno.. whatever it is, i just dont want to commit myself to it.. den dont turn up for the meetings and stuff.. that wont be too good

prayer : GOD! i know you are reading this.. hope you dont mind others hearing what i am saying to you.. God.. this commandant thing.. its GREAT! and lord i thank you so much for the oppurtunity offered to me! lord, if it is really your will, chinese o' levels.. and mid years, they dont mean nothing.. .. however lord, if it is my own personal desire for my own glory, den, cut it off from me.. let me have nothing to do with it lord.. i really dont know God.. lord, speak to me.. through others.. but lord, i wanna hear YOUR voice.. as in YOURS! haha.. pls.. thanks..
God, i lift this issue to your hands, make the best out of it.. in jesus name i pray.. amen.
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wells.. saturday! yay! i love sats.. megalife service was good.. and the sermon about christianity being a relationship and not a duty.. is something i have heard so much.. haha.. but paul, he said it so clearly.. now, i really understand what it means.. i hope that i can love GOD as much as he would like me to! haha.. ohoh! dale! you know, pastor "Beukie" as his teacher called him, asked for us to kneel as we prayed a simple prayer before the sermon.. haha.. den dale.. he kneel right.. den kneel like the face to the floor kind la.. den ah.. haha.. at the end of the prayer.. ! he was like stuck under the chair infront of him! HAHAHAHA.. could not get out..haha... den like was kneeling for 1 min more than anyone else.. haha.. super funny la.. dunno how he do that one.. crazy la dale.. haha..

area gathering.. 57 ppl.. GREAT! haha.. i was playing elec on stage.. hope i din do TOO bad a job.. haha.. (: so yeah.. felt the presence of God descend.. but i guess, i have not really learnt waht is meant to worship God, even when on stage... its different.. i try to close my eyes, i try to lift my hands.. but it just does not seem the same.. God.. pls help me K? haha..

LOVE.. who is you lover.. why do you love him/her/it.. why are you willing to sacrifice things for him/her.. me, my lover is GOD! jesus christ.. i love you sooo much.. i want to spend every moment with you.. i want to dwell and commune with you daily.. in your light.. with your might.. God.. i lay down my plans at your feet.. because lord.. all i want, is to, be closer to you! all i want is to please you.. even though sometimes your ways, i cannot understand.. i will never walk away because my future is in YOUR HANDS! running after you!

[-ming-] he is all i need, all i want.

a new bro..

2005-04-05T07:42:00.000-07:00

HALLELUJAH!!!! PRAISE GOD!!! GREAT AND AWESOME IS HE WHO HEALS THE SICK AND MAKES THE LAME WALK AND CAUsES TO BLIND TO SEE AND SAVES MY FRIEND FROM ETERNAL CONDAMNATION!(not sure if its spelt like that)

whoo hooO! praise God..

ok.. bascially, wengkin has like been affirmed of a place in heaven! i am so so happy! even though i ain really close to him and all, i cant help but rejoice along with all the other angels up there *looks up* =D

to wengkin : heyy mann.. this is just so awesome.. you know, when this year started, and like you were asking us ( me and gar) about all those things, i knew something was happening.. i could feel that hunger in you.. so did gar.. i never expected it to be so soon.. oh wells.. GOD IS AWESOME.. you know, dont let the devil falter your steps towards God.. no doubt, you face some like bad habits.. but i assure you.. its something many many ppl have to face.. even me.. ok? so yeah.. keep the 50 cent attitude mann.. haha.. but keep your eyes on jesus.. for he will be your strength to conquer all obstacles..amen

class christian percentage has grown again..
found out that chor was already a christian.. but he does not go to church and stuff.

CHOR: talkative guy.. what you need now is a church boy.. so i think, anyone in class cell will be glad to bring you.. mine is at 430 in pasir ris.. far i know.. but meGalife totally rocks! haha.. ok..

one last person to adress.. daryl..
mann. i am so glad that you have been so passionate for God ever since your salvation.. keep on pressing on and praying for his gifts.. i will be praying for you for the gift of tongues.. but whether on not you get it, it does not mean whether you are more spiritual or not k? yeah.. i am so glad that you have been praying for hector.. i have too! and many others.. hector has no where to run! haha..

god.. thank you for all that you have been doing.. lord, it is not by our own skill whatsoever.. but it is by your grace that all this has been happening in my class.. i really thankyou and praise you.. and lord.. WE WANT MORE OF YOU!

[-ming-] run into his arms

nows the time!

2005-04-04T21:08:00.000-07:00

heyy ya'll.

its been a few days.. yeah i know.. anw.. life has been alright these few days..
anything special? yeah.. i went to play soccer on sunday.. if thats special.. haha.. it was sooo slipery lor.. slip here and there.. the only great thing about it was that lui came! yay.. ahaha.. quite poor thing sia.. his leg kena "eaten" den swell.. will be praying for you mann..
soccer was quite refreshing la.. although was really tired that night..

hmm.. today, was REW follow up.. me, gar,bronson,quek,pip,ang followed hec, chor and choo to the follow up..and we had a.. OK session with alister chew.. although his jokes were.. slightly LAME.. it was ok.. one thing tho.. i had such a strong urge to help him answer the questions.. because like.. he go one round den never really answer.. nvm.. next week, i will try to help out more.. haha.. to choo and chor and ang, i hope you guys got your questions answered.. and if you got anymore, i will be more than glad to be of assistance.. haha..

to choo: if you are even going to read this.. i know so strongly the time is NOW!!! NOW!! NOW!!! salvation is here for you! i appologise for not helping you through it today.. but tmr.. no matter what, i will play my part in bringing you to christ.. prepare the way for a new brother!

GOD.. pls empower me to be a suitable like.. guide for weng kin, so that we may see another brother come to you.. God.. i am sory for not willing to be more daring as you would probably have prefered.. its tough God.. besides, i dont know him that well but then again god, you died for people you who killed you. so i guess, its no excuse for me. i knew it was time but i din do anything.. really sorry God.. tmr will be the time!

personally, i am really needing discipline.. like right now, instead of blogging, i should be studying.. i really gotta do well this year. failure is not an option.
apart from that, i need more boldness. as like leader of class cell, i think i should be more daring to like speak up and stuff.. even if its not like what i would normally do.. its so sad.. i wish i had the gift of preaching.. or at least sharing.. haha..oh wells.. hope god gives it to me (:

well.. this song has been ministering to me alot this past few days. its so meaningful yet simple.. hope God speaks to you through the lyrics too..

WHEN GOD RAN

Almighty God, the great I Am
Immovable rock, omnipotent, powerful, awesome Lord
Victorious warrior commanding King of kings, mighty Conqueror

(chorus)
And the only time, the only time I ever saw Him run
Is when He ran to me, took me in His arms
Held my head to His chest, said my son's come home again
Looked at my face, wiped the tears from my eyes
With forgiveness in His voice he said son, do you know I still love you
It caught me by surprise, brought me to my knees
When God ran

The day I left home, I knew I had broken his heart
I wondered then if things could ever be the same
Then one night, I remembered His love for me
And down that dusty road ahead I could see

(chorus)
I saw Him run to me
It caught me by surprise
Brought me to my knees
When God ran

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2005-03-31T05:04:00.000-08:00

ok.. finally found time to post again... ok..

keepdefaith.blogspot.com (: its mah cell blog.. gonna be posting about stuff there as well.. go check it out... the coolest cell blog in town..

WEDNESDAY:
interclass soccer.. so sad ): din get through.. i think its becuase like alot of our guys were really nervous and like could not really focus.. like choo say.. "usually when play soccer my wrist will be relaxed den my hand can hang loose.. but inter-class time wha it was so tense.." so ya.. personally.. i dunno whether i really played as good as they say.. they say i like neutralised farlhy(not sure if its this spelling) buthe like scored 3 goals la.. but i guess it was not really my fault.. but i think i could have been more alert.. so saddening sia.. nvm guys! we know we can kick any other classes butt anytime.. haha..

thurs:
gosh.. today was like so ummm.. uneventful except for emath period.. hahah..
everyone was like going play. pause. volume up. haha.. ok.. because like our e math teacher, mr paul foo has a habit of like staring and standing still when he aint happy about something.. no idea why.. so like elyas la.. start the whole thing.. it was sorta funny at first but den, i think it Got sorta out of hand.. like i think guys, 4.5 , we should seriously get serious.. i mean like mid years are so close.. den soon it will be prelims den o's.. its really very fast.. we dont have time to keep make paul foo stare.. really guys.. dont let a moments fun ruin your future.. if every one in class just takes one minute to crack a joke or something, the lesson will be over already.. yeah... so we should really get focused right.. gotta admit, i was like going "play, pause" whatever and i admit i was laughing like crap during hector's wise comment.. hmmm.. ya.. but i think like it aint good la.. i shall try to like be more disciplined..

till next time..
[ming]

safyc/nsrcc regatta

2005-03-27T05:38:00.000-08:00

ok. what can i say about this weekend. hmm.. i cant believe i gave up megalife for this.. haiz.

why it sucked :

(1) because i suck.. haha.. weird but true la.. not enough training.. argh.. everyone is getting so pro and so fit.. i better catch up sia.. looks like once a week trng is not quite enough.. guess i was a little cocky and stuff. but its not too late.. main goal.. inter-schools.. get top 5.. den at least can like get some credit to help in case i need to appeal.. ok.. getting out of point but.. ya.. who cares.. this is MY blog.. haha.

(2) BAD WEATHER. day 1. launch at 11.. this were alright.. wind just a little too strong for my liking.. but nvm.. need the excercise anyway. so ok.. ya.. hike hike.. still ok.. den storm came from behind us wind change 180 degrees and blah.. wait wait.. fortunately they "wise" enough to not hold race and wait for it to shift back.. ( i think its uncle tony's brains). so ok.. first 2 races were alright.. den another storm came! siao right.. it hit like when we were gonna finish the race.. and like on our last leg we were on close haul.. and there were major lulls and gusts.. and katja beat me at the last part because i was in a lull and she was in a gust.. haha..

second day.. conditions were the same.. haha... storm was approaching again.. and i was like doing all my predictions stuff.. the clouds were going in all different directions.. but.. funny.. the wind never shift! haha.. so funny sia.. what wrong with me.. next time better keep my mouth shut... so sail. sail.. den i think.. second race, got major storm la.. wind shifted around 10- 20 degrees i think.. ( no compass tho) haha.. so i lost out quite abit.. funny thing was that i predicted it.. but dunno why din do anything about it.. yupp den.. when the rain hit, it was practically blind leading the blind.. could not see.. and the rain drops were hitting my sun-burned skin like freaking darts la.. pain like dunno what. so like cold and pain .. den i was like telling mark.. "sure abandon one la.. cant even see where we need to go sail what?!" den guess what.. they din abandon.. could have protested them for holding races in foul weather.. but shall not waste my time la..

(3) committee din do such a good job on the courses on the last day.. like.. it was those kind of one tack upwinds.. see who can saiol faster kind of race.. no tactics or whatever involved.. ya.. and start lines were screwy... like port so biased that when on starboard, practically parallel la.. haha.. den like chaos.. everybody whacking each others boat.. siao la.. i settled for a lau sai start.. oh wells...

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anyway.. sometimes i wonder.. whether i should continue sailing.. it seems like this candle is dying and i just keep trying to keep it going.. i really actually do like sailing still.. but i dunno.. like its just dying. no drive to perform.. only drive is so that it will help me go to the school i want to.. thats not how it should be.. i wish that passion was restored.. i pray that all the hours i have spent and that others have spent on me would not just go to waste.. its such a waste if i just quit.. sometimes i feel like just quiting everything and serving God full time.. but i dont know if its just because i dont like school and stuff or because i really really want to serve God... i dunno.. that just shows how little i know myself.. so strange right.. haiz..

nvmm... just trust God & see where he leads me.. its all going to be for the better.. see ya in heaven God.. (: cant wait.. but hope to pull along more ppl with me.. it just may be you !

today.

2005-03-23T22:29:00.000-08:00

today! it was good. generally.

today actually started bad.. woke up a little late. den wha early in the morning must rush rush.. not very nice.. needed to be in school at 7 for class cell. left home at like 6.45 thanks to my dad who was really "fast" in getting ready. reach like 715... amazingly enough... so late.. sorry guys..oh yes.. i did not eat breakfast and recess was like so late.. fortunately managed to grab something before PE.

den.. same old same old school.. nothing special.. just that chawan mushi ran out so fast today! i din manage to eat.. hope tmr can la.. haha... funny cows combo of mee kia and chawan.. so weird sia.. he always say like... very yummy la! haha.. ok.. fried food day.. ate 4 xiao zi.. haha... altogether.. but all like not really hot.. haiya.. ok..

after school got inter class soccer. haha.. ok lor.. beat 4.15 2-0, elyas and wengkin score.. haha.. elyas never wear underwear oso can play so good.. current top scorrer sia.. haha... only played one half.. haha.. but its ok.. not really doing well.. but today our defence sorta screw up.. as in never talk.. need to communicate.. haha... den after 2 matches.. started to drizzle.. den all the slacker prefects.. wanna faster zhao home.. den call it off and postpone.. den in the end the ground was like rather dry la.. den like so cloudy and cool.. in the end just stay back play soccer lor.. haha...

anyway.. nothing has really been on my mind today.. except that my butt hurts.. abrasions suck.. or rather.. hurt.. hai.. nvm.. tmr can liao.. but tmr not gonna play soccer.. dun wanna stink up the whole cinema.. haha.. right.. ok.. chao..

thought for the day: with God being so big.. why should we try to be?

Synergiz

2005-03-19T08:33:00.000-08:00

FINALLY... haha.. ok.. let just get down to it...

Synergiz.. hey hey! jump around! how awesome is our God huh.. man.. i tell you all! picture this..

this is what i see everytime i close my eyes now..

there are people everywhere. the smell of prespiration is like killing me. but i dont care. i stay in the crowd. we look up. flashing lights.. blue, green, yellow and purple.. flashing around.. the green light shines on me and then quickly passes away. leaving me a little blinded. suddenly, i hear screams of some insane ppl(by the way.. thats a good thing!) more shouting... more lights.. the sounds of instruments playing.. crashes crashing, guitars... diaoowaowao-ing, bass digedi digedi dommm.... piano/synti (cant hear...) but the dude is hitting the keys... more screams as we welcome the guest of honour.. we all feel his presence descend.. then, as my eyes were closed and i was exalting the king, i felt the ground shaking.. bom...... bom..... bom.. i open my eyes, hands are raised.. ppl are jumping.. rhythmically.. i could hear clapping... and cheering.. the hands, pointing to the skies.. hear a shout of praise... everyones excited, everyone is in ecstacy... all with a common motive.. to worship our God..

i believe, there was a true real desire to touch God's heart.. i'm not just saying it.. its true.. although there were those that you know.. less enthusiastic..but.. there was still that same mission.. so touch God.. and let him touch us.

personally, this conference was about surrendering.. in the past, i had tried to surrender.. i thought i succeeded but.. not so... so once again.. i wanna surrender my life to GOD.. to the mister God.. and i juz wanna let him be IN CONTROL of me.. its true.. thats my hearts desire... to know him more personally..

before the conference, i had realised that i loved God.. i really did, with all my heart i Did.. sort of.. but i did love him. and i would worship him, i would do my quiet time occasionallly. but about 3 times a week? average. so ok. i was telling everyone when i could.. oh god loves you.. God loves you God loves you.. oh i love God i love God i love Jesus.. its all true dont you think? but i realised, that although i loved him, i did not know him.. ( thats the reson for the msn nick " you love me but you dont know who i am") i prayed for the class cell, i prayed for revival.. but, i did not know what he wanted me to do.. and at this, i was like.. oh mah gosh. what am i doing? i was running for God.. but i did not know which way he wanted me to run.. so ok.. slow things down a little.. dont wanna go too far in the wrong direction. so.. ok.. seek his face, seek his will whatever. i keep asking him to speak to me speak to me.. but, nothing.. thats when i started feeling dry. i thirsted for God.. i did. but nothing..

so then came along james singh.. annointed i tell you.. he is a true "FIREman".. ahaha. no offence of course. he said.. Gods word IS God's word for us.. sounds obvious but, my eyes brightened... how could i have been so blind.. all this while.. God had been speaking through me.. all i had to do was to try and find it! so nice to find somemore got that "easy flip" thing to help find the books.. haha.. so ok.. i will read his word like i have never before.. everyday.. i will read and read.. ho ho.. he has so much to say to me.. haha.. shoik man..

i realised one thing.. quiet time is not just done when you are quiet.. you know what i mean? i mean like.. we should be like seeking Gods will all the time! like even in free period.. class is havoc.. seek him.. seek him in the train, when you are like just hanging out.. seek him! and Gods annointing will be on you.. i mean.. i dont know about you but i want Gods annointing on my life.

one thing i discoverd about worship.. haha.. its sounds lame yet make sense so pay attention.. when we worship.. God smiles upon us right? he is like.. "yes yes.. this is good!" haha.. den what should we do in reply? be polite and smile back! i mean.. dun everytime worship oso frown frown.. den eyebrows like cringed up.. smile and exalt him! yeah..

thats it.

[-ming-][eXtreme]

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2004-12-02T23:12:00.000-08:00

hellox.. so long nv update.. so sorry.. cuz like i was away on holiday den later come back got EE and den got so much camp stuff to do..

anw.. so far, this week has been really hectic.. ee, plus catching up woth ee homework plus follow up with new converts.. and den i had to like contact group members, wha.. juz really busy la basically...

anw.. its still really cool.. cuz i noe i am doing all this fer GOD!! yeah! haha.. oh ya!! i drew the camp banner.. haha.. so proud of mahself.. whoo hoo..

hmm.. what else is there to say.. oh ya.. i have decided that i would go take part in auditions fer p&w and den see how it goes la.. haha.. really quite keen on joining.. haha.. yeah..

oh ya!! 1 important thing.. mah arm is 99% healed! dat means i can sail i can play soccer.. i can do push ups! haha yay!..

1000 push ups by end of da week?? how can.. veh hard.. but i think i wil try to do like 600.. haha.. try la..

ming

2004-11-23T20:30:00.001-08:00

hellox :)

so long nv post.. haha.. no time.. been like trng mah fitness like crazy recently.. every night when can, go run fer about an hour den every other day go do gym work fer lower body.. cuz i cant do upper body.. YET!! 1 more week... and i can do all things liao.. i can sail, play soccer.. wtvr la! wahaha... wait fer me!

okies.. so like besides mah physical strengthening.. youth EE has started. oh yeah.. its really cool..ok..check this out.. when u go door to door evangelism, its better that the female pple stand in the foreground cuz its like less threathning.. cool huh.. i mean like.. even like that oso muz take note.. wha.. but i tell u.. the home work terror sia.. muz like read so much of the text book.. and its kinda like deep.. haha.. but kinda intresting.. the part which i can understand la.. haha.. like all the history and den explain what the bible says all this.. its really cool.. fer those who have not attended..... MUZ GO!!! vision 500.. remember that.. haha..

and tmr.. i am going fer EE in morning.. den i going m'sia fer HOLIDAY.. haha.. fer a week.. hope its relaxing.. not really sure where i am going tho.. haha.. guess it'll be quite cool... onli that i have to miss two whole days of EE.. sad.. *sobs*.. nvm la.. hope i get to make up fer th OJT.. thats the coolest part.. it means On the Job Training.. haha.. means we go on the streets to evangelise to complete strangers!! scary? yes.. but still totally kewl.. haha.. okies.. thats all fer today.. i will be back on tues.. await mah return...

PeAcE OuT...

ming

2004-11-23T04:29:00.000-08:00

hellox :)

so long nv post.. haha.. no time.. been like trng mah fitness like crazy recently.. every night when can, go run fer about an hour den every other day go do gym work fer lower body.. cuz i cant do upper body.. YET!! 1 more week... and i can do all things liao.. i can sail, play soccer.. wtvr la! wahaha... wait fer me!

okies.. so like besides mah physical strengthening.. youth EE has started. oh yeah.. its really cool..ok..check this out.. when u go door to door evangelism, its better that the female pple stand in the foreground cuz its like less threathning.. cool huh.. i mean like.. even like that oso muz take note.. wha.. but i tell u.. the home work terror sia.. muz like read so much of tome illnesses visit for a while then leave. Some stupid self-destructive illnesses kill us and then die themselves. How beautiful that illnesses live to commit suicide. That's the story of life and should be the lullaby we sing to our children.

The music in here is so loud that it is making me more ill. Still, I'd rather be listening to music than just being ill in quiet. I managed some food earlier. And now here I am. Existing. Passing time. Waiting for the illness to go. Wasting away. Months have gone by so quickly and years slightly slower, but still passing like grey stormclouds overhead. "Is it five years since...?". Yes. "Has it been 10 years since..."? Yes.

I live in a room with no view. Sometimes I hurt myself for fun or to confirm I'm still alive. Other times because I just want to see a bruise on my arm and feel some pain. I am drawn to extreme's. I have withdrawn from life. Still existing, but I live *aside* from society. I still walk among the crowd, but "I" is not part of "us"

post

2004-11-14T16:13:00.000-08:00

saturday:
hmmm... what happened.. okies.. i think the main thing was megalfe and cell.. haha..

In the morning, i was like not feelin really well.. my nose was clogged, my throat was hurtin.. and i was juz feelin so tired.. so decided to stay home.. But of course, i went to church.. what can make me miss church.. haha.. OH YA.. i took mah grandfathers advice.. and drank some cold remedy thing.. wha.. really quite good sia.. haha.. (the advert exaggerate it alot though).. haha.. so went fer megalife.. haha.. this sat, i decided to free out my heart to God during worship.. to let him like work in me more.. and also that i would be able to feel him taking my burdens.. and i did.. it was like a a weight of my shoulders.. yeah.. God rox..

sermon was about sacrifice.. i guess its something like commitment la.. haha.. yeah...

cell after that.. haha... we went to AH B's house.. wahaha.. ah b.. okies.. anw.. haha.. we ordered 6 pizzaz.. all not bad la.. but the one in japan still da best..(cuz free mah..) hah.. and we watched some cartoon movie.. haha.. quite touching.. spirited away izzit? haha.. onli noe got a girl called sin inside la.. haha.. den like.. eat chips.. pizza... wha.. the couch damn comfortable sia.. haha.. like wanna slp cannot slp but try to slp liddat lor.. after the show, we played indian poker.. haha.. its not really poker.. but i guess thats why its called indian.. nah.. i am kiddin.. haha.. i think its cuz u gotta stick the card on ur forehead.. haah.. quite farny.. haha.. den charles at first always kena den .. stop at four.. haha.. den aaron.. wha.. he on a roll sia.. haha.. den keana the forfiet.. drink a mixture of ... anlene soya milk, oyster sauce, ruffles, black sauce, chilli, ribena, etc .. haha.. fergot liao.. wha.. he drink unti like wanna die liddat.. haha.. i tasted it.. wha... its like.. make u high one la..haha.. den jaze.. he drink sip by sip like damn song lidat .. typical jaze. haha..den we walk to the mrt.. and den run.. haha.. den a " smart smart" go run thru the field.. haha.. den whole shoe kena water.. and mud.. den in the end, we still miss da last train.. so diaooo.. take cab home.. found out where aaron stay.. haha.. quite near lehx.. about 10 min walk onli.. haha..

dat was mah day.. haha.. yeah..

so long nv update

2004-11-14T10:00:00.000-08:00

hello..

wha quite long nv post liao. haha.. so much stuff to write haha... man4 man4 kan4 ba3! :)

friday:

we had our area bbq! haha.. so sad wen long could not come.. haha...
At first ar... it was like raining.. me and ian(ian was at mah house) we were like kinda anxious dat the rain wont stop and den cant carry out the bbq properly..so i kinda like whispered a prayer den continue doing my stuff.. so den we reached there like about 330 or so quite late.. den things started really slowly den we play dognbone.. haha.. it was kinda stoopid till domanic( sorry dunno how to spell) became de bone.. lolx.. damn funny sia.. den the last one even more funny.. haha.. dale theodore also kena become bone.. haha.. dale.. kena dragged on the grass... den he laugh like siao la.. as always.. den jaze and some others tried to burn the frog (or toad) i dunno.. haha..saddist la. haha..

wha den later even worse sia.. muz eat chips.. thats not a bad thing la but den they see who can eat the faster la.. so two groups.. den slowly eat lor.. salt and vinegar the nicest :) eat already den the reward was that winner can drink water first ... diaooo... so den, it was raining it was like nv gonna stop la..

den play soccer. haha.. merrill pro sia.. haha... great team work with him.. haha... quite fun la.. quite relaxing actually.. cuz it not like when playing with the pro ppl like cho.. haha.. so yeah it was realy fun la.. (ian .. dun solo so much la next time.. haha)

den also got of course the bbq la.. haha.. wha.. down dere slowly bbq-ing the chicken wings.. haha.. (when its chao da, its cooked.. nvm one la.. later wanna eat it juz PEEL of da burnt skin.. den can eat liao lor!! haha) that was the theory we used fer the night.. haha.. oh yeah.. den got this SAC girl lolx.. come to fan the fire.. end up fanning her self and me.. haha.. damn funny.. juz say " Wha damn hot lehx! " den she will help u fan .. haha.. OH YA!! den also.. haha.. charles, ian and me we dunked joachim.. in da sea.. lolx.. charles linda like tripped and oso fell in la.. haha.. actually ar.. jochim end up dunking himself la..haha...

den oso.. i started doing some target practice.. haha... use the dustbin.. lift up the lid.. den when u hit it, it will close.. haha.. cool huh.. i finished the thing with 50% hit (6 trys) haha.. not bad hor.. haha...

den later, play soccer again den great team work with merrill again.. den realised dat mah PHONE AND WALLET WERE STOLEN!! knnbccb... haiz.. budden ar the guy or gal.. he unlucky la.. my phone like wanna spoil never spoil gonna spoil liddat.. haha... button not working and all.. haha... LOSER!!! but if u read this.. can u pls pls pls.. return me my stuff... cuz i really need it la. really inconvienient for me to go make all the card again.. especially atm card la.. pls la.. God bless ya...

so long nv update

2004-11-13T17:32:00.001-08:00

so long nv update

2004-11-13T17:32:00.000-08:00

update

2004-11-08T05:06:00.000-08:00

hi all,
finally got time to update.. haha.. this past week has been like wha.. lots of stuff to do la.. haha.. especially got class cell starting tmr.. haha... so many good things happening.. so many not so good things.. dun wanna elaborate on why i said that la..

yesterday service was pretty cool.. totally diff from what we usually have la.. we had service with the adults.. haha.. den later gotta watch mah dad and the other elders like sing on stage.. haha... quite nice la i muz say. haha.. den had a cell outing to the beach.. where we played captains ball and stuff.. ahah.. cool la.. haha.. lucky never kena the sugar thing.. haha...

i wanna play soccer!!! why do u have to keep objecting.. its not like i will fall.. why cant u juz like trust me with this.. haiz... i wanna reason with u but u always win.. so whats the point of reasoning.. i think u more scared than me leh.. haiz

all day!

2004-11-01T20:40:00.000-08:00

bass intro..........

i dun care what they say about me,
its alright, its alright.
i dun care what they think about me,
its alright,
they'll get it one day!

cuz i love you,
and i'll follow you.
you are mah,
mah life..
and i will read mah bible and pray,
and i will follow you All DAY!

i dun care what it cost anymore,
cuz u gave it all and
i am following you.
i dun care what it takes anymore,
no matter what happens,
i am going your way.

cuz i love you,
and i'll follow you.
you are mah,
mah life..
and i will read mah bible and pray,
and i will follow you All DAY!

ALL DAY!
ALL DAY, NOW!
ALL DAY!
(i will follow you)

anyone, around can see,
just how GOOD you've been to me.
all mah friends,
who dunno you, i pray that u
WILL SAVE THEM TOO!

update

2004-10-31T22:10:00.000-08:00

yesterday:

SKOOLZ OUT!!!! yeah party laio lo.. haha..yesterday was really cool... haha.. mah dad preached the sermon and like alot of things quite familiar la... haha.. area meeting was really AWESOME!! ahaha.. it was a time where we like gathered together to pray and to worship and it was really powerfull.. i could sense the power of god flowing through the place.. yeah.. haha.. all though the sound system abit problem ar.. but we were not distracted la.. haha.. full focus!!! thx God..

today:

today was area exercise day.. cool huh.. we go there play play.. i really miss playing soccer leh.. like i watched them play soccer, the excitement and the tension of the game, at the same time, the relaxation and the satisfaction that it can bring u . haha.. shiok la..really wish i din break mah arm la..sad... wha.. den also when we were TRYING to play volleyball this dude like suddenly launched a laser in like 3 knot wind.. wha.. damn shiok la..i really miss sailing of all la.. haiz.. haiz. haiz... God.. help me relax can? haha.. haha..

later hor when like everone zhao already, left me, ian, jan and her sis (pam)... jan, ian and i climbed up the webbie thing a few times.. haha
i did it in 39 sec... ian take short cut and he took 35 sec haha.. fun la.. den after dat we go and vandalise the pole thing and write our name dere.. haha.. the blanko does not like u la jan.. haha... fun la.. v fun.. den we went fer lunch at tm den now, ben and ian at mah house yupps.. hahah.. thats it.. bye

EXCERCISE!!!

2004-10-28T05:35:00.000-07:00

yesterday:

mah first REAL work out fer like 2 months.. haha.. me and ben we went to bedok reservoir to take a jog.. it was quite refreshing.. haha.. we woke up at like * and left by 830.. we walked all the way frm mah house to the reservoir.. it was prob nearly 2 km walk la.. den we did our warm ups and we started a slow jog.. haha.. we stopped occasionally to walk and juz enjoy the serenity of Gods creation.. and also the gah'mens la! (the reservoir itself!!) haha... it it was quite enjoyable as we jogged and talked about LAME stuff.. haha.. by the time we finished, we were quite tired but we had to prepare fer a LONG walk all the way back home.. we both din bring our wallets.. den we slowly slowly walk and Finally reach home.. wha.. we were really tired.. den later, ben had to go off to his other friends house.. haha..

And.. i soon after, went to plaza to meet sherm and griz.. den when there, we met chun and we went to watch NEW POLICE STORY.. haha.. quite nice la the show.. haha that police gal was quite chio.. he he.. and i like that pc 1667 guys hair.. going to cut liddat next time. haha.. but the most funny part of the show was the END.. haha.. the bloopers.. lol.. jackie chan rox la.. haha..

Den after, we went to Yamaha... lol.. cuz of me. went to look at the guitars. wha. there was one black one damn chio la! haaha.. but i tink it was nearly $1000.. dott.. mah budget about 400 only.. hahaa.. we spent sometime there and den after a long goodbye to all the chio guitars, we left and den surprisingly we saw caroline.. haha.. she was shopping fer something i think.. haha.. oh ya.. den ar.. this chun and sherm ar.. for some unknown reason they start running.. haha.. maybe it was because i fart.. haha.. but i dunno.. hmm... I WONDER WHY ar.. lol.. den after they xian of running liao den we all went to play lan at meridian.. haha met colin(lim)some others there.. played cs fer an hour haha.. *MEI damn pro arr.. whole day headshot me.. nv gimme face at all.. har har* yupp.. so den we walked back to mrt station.. and den we walk until walk past the station.. haha. *blur blur* sherman la.. kena magnet by someone.. haha.. den we go home , buy bubble tea and chestnut de, the day more or less over.. haha..

TODAY:

went to gym with the opti peeps.. haha.. den now, instead of playing soccer, they play badminton one lehx.. haha.. but not bad la.. quite fun.. BUT... damn xian to hold the mast la.. haha.. fell down a few times..floor DAMn wet la! haha.. luckily arm nv break.. dott.. gym was quite tiring fer me la.. nv train fer so long.. now, hiking like very tiring already.. but guys, dun worry.. i will be back fitter den before.. muahahaha.. den play more badminton den buy mac.. (raymond damn loooooseeer!!! haha.. no business liao..) den had to do to see doc yann ling( or somthing liddat) haha.. she said ITS MAH LAST appointment!! haha yippee.. so now.. mah knee is allright.. soon going to be totally fit to sail, run, play>>>>>>>> SOCCER!! yeah! but i will damn lousy when i go back la.. hahaha...nvm.. mah cuzz.. he said he may come fer the churh camp!! that is some awe man.. haha.. okies.. thats about it i think.. going fer sailing talk in a while. haha.. buh bye!!!

school sux even more now.

2004-10-25T13:21:00.000-07:00

hi blog,

this is really boring. i am now in the school library juz stoning. juz now, i juz had mah 4th encounter of the year with Mr see teck hock.. the damn stunted guy.. he damn strong ar.. dun mess with him ar.. this is the first time i was not caught by him fer uniform..

lol.. he damn idiot la. whole day like to criticise pple.. den say we idiot.. later someone sure complain moe bout him one la... but actually ar.. we at fault la.. cuz we playing soccer in class, playing cards.. haha.. den suddenly his short self appear at the door way.. wha.. his presence is damn scary la.. like u see his face ar, worse den Yo mama.. haha..

wha.. actually when he las like lecturing us hor, i wanted to like say back that
ITS NOT OUR FAULT THAT WE ARE BORED.. U SEC THREE TEACHERS NEVBER PLAN ANT SHIT FER US DEN WE WHOLE DAE JUZ STONE STONE STONE.. OF COURSE WE TRY TO ENTERTAIN OURSELVES RIGHT? SURELY U DUN EXPECT US MORONS TO BE ABLE TO PLAY INTELLECTUAL GAMES LIKE MONOPOLY AND RISK.. WE ARE GANGSTA MAR.. ONLY KNOW HOW TO GAMBLE AND PLAY BRAINLESS THINGS RIGHT?

if only i said that man. lol.. i no guts la.. like him liddat.. only know how to scold small kids like us.. errgh.. dunno why i so damn angry with him.. this is not the real me la.. u noe ar.. on the past few occasions when he caught me fer incomplete, untidy uniform, he said the same things.. like..

"come here.. come here..*i stroll casually over* now.. i dunno how come ur uniform is in such a miserable state AND i dun wanna listen to whatever bullshit excuse u have.. ok.. firstly.. where is your tie? *takes out tie and begins to put it on*.. NO NO.. dun get dressed in front of me.. now where are ur soocks? *takes out a pair of ankle socks*.. he grabs them.. these are socks? this are only big enuf to put my *he pauses fer a moment and stares at me* , *i look away in embarassment* ... he continues... FINGERS.. now.. i dunno whether u are not well taught by ur primary school, or u are juz refusing to obey school rules.. i cant say that it is your parents because i am sure that ur parents have taught u (how the heck would he noe???) . so i can therefore conclude(typical bio teacher speaking) that either ur primary school din teach u or u are juz BLATENTLY disobeying the school rules..

den, he asks me to wear mah socks and he asks fer a ruler.. den he measures whether mah socks are high enuf.. (obviously they ar not..).. den i say.. sir can wad.. (it was like 2.9cm when i pulled it like really tight) den he like shouts at me... den he asks fer mah socks and pulls out his swiss knife.. (wha piang dun la.. that socks 3 fer 10 bucks lehz.. distroy mah property fer wad??) den he say.. i can use this knife to cut the top of ur socks and then , u can wear it and it will look of appropriate length right? den i am like.... RIIIght..den he say .. OR u can juz go and get another pair of socks.. somehow.. mah choice is obvious...and i had to go arnd the school the rest of da day with a pair of long, thick acs socks that had diff colour logos.. piang that sucks..

den at the end he says.. i wont bother asking fer your name.. because i probably cant remember.. (like der... ur head so small, body so short but big of course la!) BUT.. u can be sure that i will definately remember ur moronic face(look who's talking) as it has already been registered in my memory... AND dere is no use of u saying sorry because have learnt in my 10 years of experince in this school, i learnt that sorrys do not mean much.. so u better juz get out of my sight now.. den.. finally, he got out of MY sight.. haha.. the the strange thing is that he always says the same thing every time we meet fer this purpose.. and i dun think he actually remembers mah face.. haha.. but i sure remember his la.. retard..

yo mama jokes.. frm jokes.com

2004-10-24T14:47:00.000-07:00

Yo MaMa jokes frm jokes.com
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Yo mama's so fat, when she stepped on the dog's tail we had to change his name to Beaver.

Yo mama's so fat, she went out in high heels and came back in flip flops.

Yo mama so fat, she fell in love and broke it!

Yo mama is so old, she knew Burger King when he was a prince.

Your momma is so fat the back of her neck looks like a pack of hot dogs

Yo mama''s so fat, she dont need the internet - she''s already world wide.

Yo mama is SOOO fat, she can't hoop a hula hoop

Yo mama is so ugly, she stuck her face in cookie dough and made gorilla cookies.

Yo sister so ugly, I thought she was yo mama.

Yo mama's fart stinks so bad that George Bush declared it biological warfare.

Yo mama so short, she did a suicide jump off of the curb.

Yo mama is so fat, that every time you smack her butt, you can ride the waves!
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ok.. thats enuf fer now.. lol.. will continue to bring u the best of YO MAMA!

blog is one week old tmr

2004-10-23T23:00:00.000-07:00

hello all!

tmr this blog is one week old! happy birthday blog of the "oh so tall" one..

tadae was like awesome! we had record attendance of 305! praise God! it was really exciting to be an usher, putting more rows of chairs fer the overflowing crowd.. and having to ensure that we had enuf bulletins, visitor packs, etc.. it felt very fufilling although it was not me that brought the pple.. haha.. hope that these pple will come back fer more of God... yepp..

sermon today was extremly relavant(correct spelling?). it was jeannete preaching today about commitment over comfort.. and fer me, this was like THE sermon for the time.. right Gareth(rmbr what we talk about?) haha.. heres the sermon outline..

life of comfort: misplaced love
lovers of :themselves
money
(not) the good
pleasures

deformed faith

rejection of the truth

life of total commitment to GOD

count the cost
dun look back
deny urself
take up ur cross daily
follow him
complete the race and keep the faith

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so guys of class cell 35 micah, i hope and pray that u guys will commit fully to God and that together we can see our frens saved.. and i pray that u all are truly in this together with me.. the cell needs u guys to be commited.. what is a cell without commited members? like the plant cell, we commited members are like the cell wall.. (lol.. non bio student here).. so guys keep the faith and carry ur cross..

ANW.. on more light hearted stuff.. haha.. central one went to da beach and it started with the hanky game where we used jelly.. wha.. i de first to kena by JAN.. put down mah back.. wha.. den i smashed it to vic.. den she thro sand at me den.. kena the rest of them in the end.. den we take out our NATA DE COCO>> stink like crazy.. dunno why.. ahah... lol.. abby run very fast ar.. mah injured knee faster den u ar.. haha.. den after, shawn (square) bring flour... all 7 packs.. wha kao... all hell boke loose la.. wha.. flour taste nice... especially with sea water right jan? haha..

it was good CLEAN fun la.. haha.. well mah wekk old blog, that was all that happened fer mah day tadae.. haha.. here is to one and all, a good last week of school.. God bleZz us.. and God save the queen pls.. ~ta ta~

bored

2004-10-22T09:53:00.000-07:00

i am officially bored..

i am at the school lib now dunno what to do.. most of my class is all kena con camp.. lol... sad la ya'll

piang.. whole day in class play ti tee, bridge.. need some entertainment. lol..

_+What do you call a deer with no eyes? A: No idea (eyed deer).

_+What do you call a deer with no eyes and no legs? A: Still no idea (eyed deer).

_+What do you call a fish with no eye? A: A fsh.

_+When is a car not a car? A: When it turns into a parking lot.

_+When is a door not a door? A: When it's ajar.

_+What do you call a fly with no wings? A: A walk.

_+A man walked into a bar, and said "Ouch!".

_+Roses are red / Violets are blue / Some poems rhyme / Others don't.

second post

2004-10-21T23:31:00.000-07:00

hi dudes/dudesses, juz wanna thank ben fer teaching me guit.. haha.. really appreciate it..

need to learn guit fast cuz mah class starting a cell soon.. its really exciting.. haha.. guys, lets unite, that thru fellowship, we will grow in God and bring our class mates to him.. so lets purify ourselves so that they can see jesus in us... i noe its tough.. but lets juz try.. and we muz succeed.. lets watch our tongues.. k?

thanx gareth fer initiating it.. ur efforts wont be wasted i tell u.. God will show his glory on our class

fingers hurt, but i gotta learn guit fast! haha.. god helpch me..

sad that i cant play interclass.. sry guyz... cant take the risk.. gotta get well.. next year i will play ...

thanx to all who tagged mah lame blog.. haha...

peace out

new blog

2004-10-17T15:50:00.001-07:00

hello all, tadae, got new blog.. hope i will be able to keep this one. the previous ones i had all got lost somewhere cuz i din touch it. ok. today dam xian. cant do anything. i wish that my arm would juz recover fully now so that i can play soccer. sigh. ok i dunnno how i should be writing this.

yesterday at church was so fun, and fufilling. went forward fer alter call and God bleZzed me with a word from jeanette. Something awesome is going to take place, so if u wanna know what is going to happen, u juz gotta check back here every now and then.yeah.

After church, we had cell as usual, so many birthdays to celebrate but only shawn was present so he got all of the "sabo" lol. Sorry shawn, the flour was my idea. haha.. is flour or banana worse i ask u? haha.. better thank God ar. flour was scattering, those party spray thingmajigs were also being sprayed and almost ate some of it. sick. lol. that was dam fun.

den afterward, we went bowling. dale and glenn not bad eh. haha i got 13 pinfalls.. haha doing all the spineroonies(shermans trademark) haha.. nv tot that it would be so fun to do that. lol. din even hit one pin with it though. so muz learn from sherm more.